a marriage of art and atrocity.: Archive

Tonight's mission before bed:

Make 200+ jell-o shots Bake 40+ cupcakes & frosting from scratch Alternate swigs of J.D. Honey and Jameson Finish watching My So-Called Life on The Netflix Try not to burn the house down in a moment of inebriation

Dec 31st

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Dec 25th

I don’t wanna die; I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.

Dec 23rd

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Dec 22nd

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Dec 22nd

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“How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live.”

Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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Dec 20th

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There are a hundred reasons for why I am almost never happy, and just one for why I actually could be. It’s hard, but I’m trying to make that one count.

Dec 19th

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Dec 17th

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Dec 16th

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Lessons never learned.

2011: long rant. It’s been an odd year. Don’t get me wrong, it hasn’t been all bad - I’ve had my fair share of immense highs, but I’ve also stumbled upon some groundbreaking lows; I made some wonderful new friendships, and lost a handful of incredibly important ones, as well. The beginning of this year didn’t start out so well, as 2010’s heartache and stress both carried over into 2011; “New...

Dec 16th

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Dec 15th

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Dec 15th

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Dec 15th

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Bitter Life Lesson of 2011: Don’t put faith in compliments, affections, or kind words; don’t let anyone treat you/make you feel like you’re any different from any other random in their life … because you’re not; You’re not special. Don’t waste time on anyone other than yourself, because in the end, it’s never worth the effort. Stop loving, start...

Dec 14th

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Dec 14th

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Watch

Florent; Le fucking swoon. I’m still incredibly bummed I never made it back to Paris to see this show before its last run. Part of me really wants this show to tour the U.S., but I also wouldn’t want to see any of the show changed, such as changed (English) lyrics, or a new cast. It’s pretty much solid the way it was.

Dec 14th

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5 things I demand, posthaste:

food; preferrably Afghan, Indian, or Thai. two or three very large soy chai lattes. a fluffy comforter, as our heat is not working. cuddles for my melancholia. a new heart for Xmas.

Dec 14th

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I’ll clear away the miles and drain the sea,...